My heart is not with food blogging these days. I eat, of course. This morning I stirred up some sourdough waffles with a side of bacon and a bowl of fresh peaches to feed my guitar-player and my mother and myself. I made him coffee, too, which he drinks black. Our routine is that he drinks what anyone has left in the carafe when we first come down to the kitchen in the morning and then I make him some more as needed, before or after I make my own single cup of decaf. For lunch I just ate a slice of a tomato tart I made yesterday by cooking up cornmeal mush, spreading it in a tart pan and layering on sliced fresh tomatoes, fresh corn, arugula and two kinds of cheese. The tart was okay, but nowhere near as good as David Lebowitz’s tomato tart that I discovered last year. With that I had a piece of cocoa cake with salted caramel frosting that came home with me from yesterday’s music potluck. The cake is a dense, moist, not-too-sweet cake with a little cinnamon in the batter; the salted caramel icing you could eat with a spoon and not miss the cake.
When Johnny left here this morning at 10:30 I came back and lay on my bed under the top cover, listening to music, sometimes dozing. I am lucky to be able to spend my Sundays dozing since he and I are in the infamous sleep-deprived state of early love, when we can think of a million things to say to each other, a million songs to sing and, as the song says, “better things to do, maybe nothing to say,”* when we aren’t running our mouths. He, the poor man, has to work, has to function, will be up in front of a crowd singing at an Obama benefit this evening in Oakland. The adrenaline of performing will get him through. I’ll be there to cheer him on and to hang around at the show, but all I have to do is get my body on a bus or two and manage not to fall asleep while staring out the window or listening to what Johnny calls the “internal jukebox,” the songs that play in my head on a constant basis: when I hit the kitchen to make waffle batter this morning, my mind tossed up Tommy Thompson’s “Hot Buttered Rum”: “In the dead of winter when the silent snowbirds come/You’re my sweet maple sugar, honey, hot buttered rum.”
We are far from the dead of winter at the moment, but it is solidly fall in the Bay Area with leaves turning on the liquid ambar trees, with blue sky days and the light fading just after seven in the evening. Mornings and afternoons can be brief and warm when our trademark fog is not taking a holiday. Clothes are negotiations between long-sleeved cotton T-shirts and fleece vests, with an extra layer tucked into a backpack for turning weather: yesterday I shucked both my beret and my fleece vest by the time I walked the half-dozen plus blocks to a house on a hidden lane in Bernal Heights in San Francisco. Johnny met me at the door and ushered me to a seat at the table where he sat with his red Telecaster and a small amp. We debuted a new song called “Clueless,” that I wrote about all of the missteps and misunderstandings of our courtship. We sang and played with old and new friends until 7 PM, at which time the falling light made people want to go home, get on the road.
Yesterday’s Farmers’ Market was a busy one, lots of awnings set up to shield the produce from the bright morning sun. I bought three baskets of green figs and half a dozen Frog Hollow peaches, the last of the year as Frog Hollow Farm moves on to pears and the seasons turn. I bought a bouquet of monardia, its herbal fragrance and red violet flowers lighting up a corner of my room and a spot on the dining room table. I will try to make something with figs before the week is out — I bought three baskets because if I buy one or two I just eat them out of hand for snacks — this way I’ll have some left to put in a salad or a dessert — I should trawl through my hundreds of saved food blogs to see what I might like to make, or, better, bring a small stack of cookbooks to my cozy bed and see what other cooks have done with fresh figs. I’m imagining a sweet and savory salad with fresh corn and arugula and roasted figs, but I will not make that salad this evening.
Sourdough Waffles (adapted from a basic waffle recipe in the Betty Crocker Picture Cookbook)
Separate 2 eggs, whites in a small bowl, yolks in a large one.
Whip the egg whites first. Set aside. Don’t bother to change the beaters or wash them — never do extra work unless it is getting you something good like flavor or texture.
Measure 2 cups milk into bowl with egg yolks.
Add 1 cup sourdough starter.
Add 2 cups flour, 4 tsp baking powder, a little kosher salt, sugar to taste (I use less than 1/4 cup)
Add 1/2 cap of vanilla extract and a grating of fresh nutmeg.
Blend egg yolk-milk-starter-flour-sugar with your electric mixer, a whisk or a wooden spoon.
Add 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) soft butter. Beat until just incorporated.
Fold egg whites into the waffle batter. Leave it lumpy and irregular.
Preheat waffle iron. Use the time to warm plates, melt butter, heat syrup, cut up fresh fruit, set table.
Brush waffle iron with melted butter, especially if it is a non-stick waffle iron. Our waffle iron takes one and half spoons of batter. Cook waffles according to your waffle iron’s instructions. Hold waffles in the oven or serve each one hot out of the iron with desired accompaniments. You can store leftover batter in the refrigerator for a few days, after which time you will have eaten it anyway.
Food Notes: Convert this to buttermilk sourdough waffles by using buttermilk or sour milk in place of sweet milk and adding 1 tsp baking soda.
Song Notes: * from Cheryl Wheeler’s “Miss You More Than I’m Mad.”
You meals sound so good, even if you think they aren’t special!
SO happy to hear your news. Such a sweet post. I love it! I’d love to hear your song too!
Thank you, Melissa. Maybe you will someday — we have to raise money to get back into the recording studio.
Great post!
Thank you.
I love reading about your eats my friend – there is so much homely deliciousness in them 🙂
Especially that fudge cake 😉
Thanks for another great recipe!
Cheers
Choc Chip Uru
Thank you, CCU. I did not make that cake, but I did enjoy eating it — I’ll eat just about anything with caramel in it or on it.
Am really enjoying your blog these days Sharyn – so much going on in your life, and such wonderful stories we are being treated to! Enjoy this time, and your meals sound wonderful!
Thank you, Shira. Everybody loves love, it seems, except those in the throes of loss, for whom it is painful: at the Obama benefit last night the gospel singer said to me, “Stop beaming.” Waffles do make a nice Sunday breakfast.
I’ve never thought to use sourdough starter in waffles, Sharyn. Sounds great. Thanks for pointing me in that direction.
Thanks, John. It especially works in sweet milk waffles because you get that tang that you would normally get with buttermilk. The texture is nice and light because you have more than one rising agent.
I don’t think your life can hold much more enjoyment than what you’re expressing here, Sharyn. The endless hours of talking and getting to know one another in a whole new phase of commitment is really a treasure. And the cooking and sharing of such delightful meals is just another pleasure entirely. I love the sound of these waffles, so thank you for sharing them…even if your heart isn’t devoted to “food blogging” at the moment, you have a delightful way of sharing yourself that I so enjoy! Have a truly special week, and somehow I don’t think you need my encouragement to do that! 🙂 Debra
Thank you, Debra. The joy is pretty big — we keep spreading it through our friends and acquaintances. We say it. We sing it. We feel it bigtime. We are so fortunate to have found each other — and at Ballad group yet, where pickings have been slim for years. The waffles are decent, too.
Your happiness comes through in your post, I am so happy for you. That waffle sounds really delicious served with fresh fruit, a few slices of figs would be nice with it.
Indeed they would, Norma — there are so many lovely food choices at this time of year when we have most of the summer crops, plus fall ones coming in, at least here in Northern California.
I know how you feel sometimes about writing. I struggle with a different but same kind of issue. My theme of my website is unique international dishes that even teenagers will enjoy. So half of the things I make can not really hit my blog as it might actually be healthy or god forbid green like in a vegetable… However I love reading about your yummy food adventures and of course I would miss your pictures so please on writing. Take care, BAM
Thank you, BAM, for taking the time to write to me. What has happened is that being in love takes time and has kicked my music life into a higher gear (I spent several hours at rehearsal yesterday afternoon and evening). I used to spend hours and hours on the blog, cooking, painting, trying things that didn’t work, reading a few hundred other blogs. Now I have less time. Plus, I cook the same things all the time so once I’ve told you about Gravenstein Apple Pie, Greek Salad and Turkey-Apple Stew it’s hard for me to think of things to say. I can always tell stories though…
As BAM has just said, we’re happy to read, regardless of a recipe or a painting, but they are a bonus. I enjoy coming here to see and read how you share and write about your life, about the links and connections, about love.
Thank you, Claire. I’m happy to tell stories and happy to have you read them.
Your mind is not on food blogging, and your routine has changed, but I bet the farmers’ market will remain an immutable central point, along with Johnny and the music and life you now share. Lovely post.
Thank you, Granny. Yes, the Farmers’ Market will remain a joy and a constant in my life. Some morning when Johnny does not have students we will go together.